1.15

Feels as I'm living a life that's not my own

In a borrowed body 

Trying to find my way back.

Who dreamt all this

Whose hopes are this

Whom does this heart really belong to

Who does it beat for

Why is it so

Where is the way back

When will be the time to give it back

What is right

Who's this

Where are you

It's dark

Pitch black

A step is a step

Only that

The unmovable void

Ignores us

We go left to find nothing

Back to the beginning

Where we started

Only a shadow remains

How can a shadow exist in a world without light

I see it still

This disconnect

It's drowning us

I try to keep moving but it's no use

The walls

They can see and hear and laugh

Oh, how they laugh

At me

With big round eyes and mouths

Rotten white teeth threatening

To swallow us whole

I see the past

What you did

I see it

I live it

I see

I live

I kill it

It comes back to life

It takes a lot of not me

To get over it

Only to have it back too soon

Oh, I see what you did

What you felt

What you did

I see it

I live it

It kills me

The rules here

They're different

Guess that's what happens

When you fall

Into that deep, deep 

Well

That is yourself.