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It feels like years since I wrote on a keyboard

For this blog at least

I do write a lot

But no one reads it

No one sees it

I've been asking myself

A lot

What's wrong 

Wrong

Why

We know why

We know what's wrong

We know the how

The who

We ask anyway

A million times a day

Hoping to get a different answer each time

Our hopeful hoping answer

To a question we already have the answer for

Is that crazy?

Yes.

I'll tell you right now it is

Want to know how we know?

It's simple

Because we're going insane

I

Am going insane

Is there any other way to live through this though?

Is there any other way to survive this fall

Except by diving deep into the well that is yourself

And consume the madness

The darkness

The abyss

Before it consumes you.

I'm ever more afraid of waking up.

Please,

Wake me up

Don't let me fall asleep

Embrace me

Promise me

Over and over

Every time I need

Promise me

Promise.

Promise?