11.20

I think I need to apologize

I can't see the whole picture.

What

How

Why

When

I don't know.

I can't see it.

I just can't.

No matter how hard I try

No matter what I say to myself

No matter what words I repeat

No matter which moments I relive

No matter the number of promises

No matter the conversations

No matter the years

No matter...

I can't see it.

There's a inherent stupidity element to hope

And oh boy

Am I stupid.