13.40

 I finally understand him

I finally understand it all

Another glass

Another shot

Bring it all back

All the memories

All of them

Live through them

Torture yourself

You understand nothing

You idiot

We'd be all better off without you

Keep your head low

Everything you have is not yours

Nothing belongs to you

You're temporary

Listen to your sad songs

Hoping for a love that's lost

That never was

A love that won't save you

But she said everything would be all right

She said it

As I cried in her arms

She said everything would be all right

Too bad you still managed to fuck it all up

Go back

Go back

Go back

Go back

Why are you here

Leave me be

Leave

Leave me be

I don't care

I need something

Else

Who the fuck am I

Who the fuck am I

WHO THE FUCK AM I

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

OR BE

I'm fucking lost

As you should

As we all are

Lucky have it

You have a broken brain

You really should stop drinking

That shit will kill you

What choice do I have

It's the only way

The only path

It numbs everything

All of it

I don't think that much

I feel myself getting clumsier

Sleepier

Dumber

I can still write

You should stop

I won't

Fuck it

I've lost it all

Might as well

Go out

With the warmth in my body

That warmth

Includes those tears you're feeling on your lips right now?

They might

They just might

You're fucking pathetic

Why can't you be more supportive

Because

It seems

There's still a part of you

That cares

And is holding with all its might

To grab on

Now go

Your lunch

Is getting burnt

Fuck that shit

Fuck it all

All of it

´Nothing matter

Nothing

Nothing

Nothing

Nothning

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Just....

Can I switch off.

I'm so tired.

Life doesn't work that way

Life can suck my dick

Yeah, no one is sucking your dick right now.

Fuck off

You fuck off

I hate you so much

Yeah, I know

I hate you as well

Who'd create such a vile creature as me

Only a degenerate.