1.45

Of what's right and wrong

I could do this every night

Rather not

Even for someone like me

I wouldn't 

Ahh

I can't wait

For those sunny days ahead

I'll forget all of them

Make room for new ones

It will be a sunny afternoon

One of these days

And I finally won't remember 

What is it

I can't tell

It won't be that easy

Those days are all but gone

One can still dream about them

Better not.

Hold the applause

You finally did it.

There's nothing else for you

Hold the applause

Let the curtain fall

And they won't weep 

When the time comes

For you have made it

Some won't be there

Others will

Wonder what they will say

A good memory

A sad song

We can cry about.

You made it. 

I'm lagging behind.

Don't even try

You'll never catch me.

Who you're talking to

One of you

How many there are

Too many.

I see a hundred different paths

I imagine a hundred million ways

Too many of you I could've been

Choices

Not always the right ones.

But you made it.

From all the people you could've been

You chose this.

Hold the applause.

You found the one version of you 

You shouldn't have.

What's saving you?

Don't tell me

We both know the answer.

And it's not much

While it's Everything

You could never leave him

Right?

That's how you know

What forever feels like.

That's how you know

When something is forever.

And it's a curse 

Because forever doesn't exist 

Only for you

Within you

No one else believes in it.

They say they do

But not really.

And I know also

That's why it hurts

When a piece of forever 

Goes away

Disappears

By whose hands, doesn't matter

It's gone.

It's more than a piece of you.

It's the perfect path that could've been

Out of the millions

There it was

The one

Gone, suddenly.

Never to be found again.

I know

All of us do.

Every single one of you.

Go to sleep, little one. 

You're all alone, but we're here.